Incredible Read

I absolutely enjoyed reading this book! My husband and I had the privilege of knowing Cynthia and her beautiful family in our very young married life. They had such a positive influence on how we decided to love and honor each other and our children. They are an incredible family, and we so enjoyed the time we got to spend with them. Unfortunately, as time went on, we lost contact, and we had moved out of state.

We heard the news of the tragic events that took place with their children and were so devastated. How could this happen to this family? We began praying as a family to help give Cynthia and her sweet family the peace and comfort they needed.

When I heard Cynthia had written a book, I couldn’t wait to get my hands on it to read. Wow, such a powerful and enlightening read! I have to admit, my emotions were all over the place, from feeling so sad to feeling somewhat angry, to feeling such peace and strength! It has given me such encouragement to never forget the power that God has given us to keep moving forward with faith even through our most difficult trials.

I am truly grateful for the opportunity to read this book and would recommend everyone to do the same!

Teresa Allen

Grief, Healing and forgiveness through the power of God

Before even reading this book, being a family member who lived through everything that was written in Cynthia’s book, I was about to reopen part of my life where I was to relive again the pain and unspeakable horror we all endured during Mikey’s death and Christina’s passing all within 6 months.

Being a part of Cynthia’s life for over 30 years and the wife of my dear brother Richard who passed away just a few years later was an extraordinary adventure as all our lives were spent at Cynthia and Richard’s home which I often referred to as the Portaro headquarters. I was privileged to experience the horror and tragedy of losing my nephew Mikey and niece Christiana through her eyes and heart, a place only God sees through a mother’s grief.

I thank God for Cynthia’s deep faith and trust in the Lord because her tragedies have become her strength IN Christ. Her book gives us a glimpse of what God can do to help us overcome grief and pain and turn to help others in their times of tragedies. A MUST-READ to find healing and grace from God and the ability to understand forgiveness and give to those who need forgiveness. 2 Cor. 1:3-4 3 Blessed be the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, the Father of mercies and God of all comfort, 4 who comforts us in all our affliction so that we will be able to comfort those who are in any affliction with the comfort with which we ourselves are comforted by God.

Ryan Portaro

Book of Hope

There is no way I can even judge or rate a book that comes from so deep within a human soul and unimaginable life experiences. I could not put this book down. It is impossible to imagine walking in her footsteps, but she allows us to walk beside her, helping her readers see how she found her way out of what must have felt like a living hell, none of which she asked for. She helps light the way back to a life from a deep pit of utter despair and pure agony to ultimate freedom, pure love and true wisdom. This book is for everyone. When we do not know what to say or a little of how tragedy may feel, this book will give you tremendous insight you never knew you would desperately need someday. Thank you, Cynthia, for becoming such an instrument of God’s peace and love to a world of people that seem to be losing hope. At a time when so many feel hopeless, you will find so much hope here. Such an amazing tribute to honor her children and Jesus Christ.

Karen

It’s not if… but when, tragedy will touch your life in this book will equip you at all levels

This heart pounding, page turner of a testimony, will leave you breathless! You will know what it’s like to sit through a murder trial and find hope when you are running on empty. You will ask yourself, how anyone could survive this chain of horrific events, and yet as you complete the final chapters… You will find the key elements of what will give you supernatural strength to overcome unfathomable loss…only Cynthia could put into words. This true story will not only bless you… but also will bless anyone; you share this compelling book with, who wonders, “How can I go on?” Thank you, Cynthia, for sharing your journey in this epic time of love, loss, forgiveness, and redemption!

Theresa Hollowell

Grief is a courageous and personal journey

As a Mom that has lost my child, I found this book very encouraging, and it filled me with hope. Grief is an incredibly hard journey, and I loved how she recognized the fact that everyone’s grief journey is their own. I have witnessed many people suffer even more trying to live up to society’s standards of grieving. I love the honesty and boldness this book has about the pain. I can only imagine the courage it took for Cynthia to walk through all the heartbreak and pain again to bravely share her story with the world. Thank you. I recommend this book to anyone walking through a grief journey, as well as anyone that wants to grow deeper in their faith.

Mary

A Must-Read!

I gave this book a 5 star because it was hard to put it down! It helps those who have gone through traumatic events and, those who haven’t experienced any at all. For those who have gone through painful traumatic events and need further healing, this Christian book will be a blessing and is a must-read! For those who haven’t, you will learn how to minister to those who have and gain a wealth of knowledge on what not to do or say and how to be the support that is needed at the time.

I want to thank the author for writing this gut-wrenching book because I know it wasn’t easy! Thanks for increasing my understanding of how to better minister to those facing devastating events in their lives!

Pastor Tish

Amazing story of forgiveness and pain in the midst of trials!

Amazing story of how Cynthia trusted God in the midst of her trials in life! Powerful story of how she choose to obey God and forgive her son’s killer. Real life story that will touch your heart!

Amazon Customer

 A powerful story of the healing and restorative power of God.

Not many people would have the courage and strength to survive “The Unthinkable” let alone write about the experience in an effort to help others who are on the same journey. Cynthia Portaro’s authentic, transparent and heartfelt story of surviving the loss of her children and then husband leaves the reader with a longing to have the level of faith and trust in God that she possesses. I would highly recommend you buy two of this book and give it as a gift to someone who may be going through the grieving process. It truly gives hope to the hopeless.

Mary

GRIEF 101.. MUST READ

Anyone that is going through any sort of grief…please, please, please, get this book and hang onto her words… She saved my life and made me a better person without even knowing it.

BK

Powerful Message

A powerful read for anyone struggling with loss. Well written, easy to read and powerful. Every Church should have one in the library or reading room.